Play. Evaluate. Try a new way. Repeat. Build a pattern, wonder where it must go next.
She is emotive. Sometimes loud. Often tragic (her favorite song being Taylor Swift’s “Love Story”).
She pulls words from the air as she goes.
”Wheeeeeeeeen will you coooooooooooome, will we eeeeeeeeever be togeeeeeeeeeether agaa-aa-aain…”
Then suddenly she sweeps into a rhythmic dance number, shoulders pulsing as she pounds and sings lyrics that may or may not match:
“Jesus, you died, uh-huh, you died for us, Jesus, oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah!!”
I say: I love this, but you really need to practice your lessons now.
Swiveling toward me on the bench, her smile and eyes light up like fireworks: “But I LOVE it!!!! It’s SO MUCH FUN making up songs!!!!”
I can’t stop my grin, overjoyed to have this in common with her. To hear her say it out loud, the feeling I know so exactly. It is SO MUCH FUN.
I’d choose songwriting over many things. I’d choose a day at the piano over a day at the pool. And I like the pool.
I'm still finishing Paula Rinehart’s book, Better Than My Dreams, which I can’t recommend highly enough to every woman I know. In it she quotes Frederick Buechner:
“The place God calls you to is the place where your deep gladness
and the world’s deep hunger meet.”
I knew early on where my deep gladness was, but I did not know it would intersect anyone’s hunger.
Have you seen the intersection? Realize how you have been asked to participate in bringing food to the poor in body and in spirit?
We're like the disciples of Jesus who saw 5,000 hungry people but had no idea how to feed them. They forgot, like we forget, that it all begins, not with what we have, but with what the Father has.
And what He has is the power (and desire) to make a feast of our crumbs.
We cannot satisfy anyone. He will satisfy.
Our part is to run like children with the kite of “deep gladness” we feel when we do what we were designed to do.